The Starting of 2009

I can only say one thing: 2009 is SO NOT my year

Though the chinese calendar claimed people of the year of "Monkey" will be all good this year.

But until now, I still havent really feel any goodness.

With the crappy Media project I've made and the more crappy presentation I've ever had for my Tech Design, I can assure you that I'm so not happy with this year already. I've slept for 3 hrs yesterday only, just because of this stupid Tech Design presentation, and It came out no good. AT ALL.

How much crappy can the beginning of this year be?

I'm so sure that my average from the mid-term is going to drop DRAMATICALLY. Base on my crappy project and presentation. Though my Math average seemed to rise these days, which surprised me. The only thing I don't expect to be better becomes better. And the others I expect won't be bad worsened.

I WANT A BETTER START!

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I hate hypocrites.

But, who doesn't hate them?

There's this girl in my Math class, I want to punch her so badly. I'm not a violent person, people who know me will know that. So that means, if I really want to punch a person, that person must have do something really bad or really get on my nerves. Okay. This is not right, I found people get on my nerves easily.

Okay. Back to this girl.

Our Math teacher had posted the updated average of us on the wall and students gathered in front of it and chattered. And this girl in front of me is like. "I can't believe I've dropped to the ffth position!" While the others are like "OMG. My marks had dropped like FIVEE."

I actually have a pretty godd relationship with this girl, since, she seemed to be quite nice.

And she had always told me how bad she did her Math tests and stuffs like that.

And those are LIES.

HYPOCRITE.

WANTED HYPOCRITE!

I've never wanted Exam so badly.
Since I just have one exam and I've got two weeks exam break, which is like a gift from heaven, after all these unhappy things.

I miss my friends.

Sometimes I wondered what would happen if I hadn't come to Canada but stay back in Macao.

I would get to go to excursion with my best friends, got lots of tests and exams and projects. I would need ot work my ass off to get good grades, since it's so much more competitive in there.

Other than that, I'd be happy, my friends will be there for me, and I'll not be like a loner here now.

I miss them.

I like how we cracked our inside jokes and how we made fun of our teachers. I miss how we need to clip our hair in this ugly way since the nuns hate our 'fashionable' hairstyles.

April is coming, and how will my birthday be when you guys are not here? My sixteenth birthday is the sweetest, the birthday song you guys sung are like the sweetest birthday song I've ever heard. No big parties, not lots of gifts like those spoil brats from My Super Sweet Sixteen, but I was really happy.

How will it be when you guys are not here???

Emily Bear

What can I say
I love Emily Bear. She's so cute and adorable, and only 6 years old. (The bitchiness was still uncovered at this age. )

Pride and Prejudice Fanatic

Pride and Prejudice Fanatic.
While my fellows in Sacred Heart are having FUN in Beijing, I got stuck in this Bumfuck and working my ass off for these stupid assignments which deal after the break. -HUGE SIGH-

HAHA.

But in here, I got movies to watch on TV, so... not that pathetic then.

I watched Pride and Prejudice today, and it made me stuck onto the couch for two whole hours. From 9 to 12.
I've watched it before, but it really got me this time.

Maybe it's because I had made this decision of not liking this Darcy dude before I watched the movie for the first time. But this time, I actually thrown away this biased opinion about this dude and watched this movie kind of wholeheartedly. AND OMYGAWWWWD, it's so FRIGGIN sweet.

I like how Mr. Darcy did so much for Elizabeth and how he didn't want brag about it. Such a gentleman. I espeically like the ending part, the scene of Elizabeth and Mr. Bennet, it's so sweet when Elizabeth told her father she and Mr. Darcy were so much alike, they're both stubborn, and the tears in their eyes just- WHAM- OMYGAWWWD. HAD I MENTIONED THIS MOVIE IS ENDEARING????

And of course, the very very ending part is sickingly sweet too.

This story got it ALL, the evil Lady Catherine, the gentleman Mr. Bingley, the cool guy Mr. Darcy, the romantic Elizabeth, the sweet sister Jane, the annoying groupie Lydia, the evil pretty boy Mr. Wickham, the adorable father Mr. Bennet, the annoying mom Mrs. Bennet.... and so much more.

Movies can give you vision but the books cannot. Not to mention, the background music is refreshing.

At the end, Edward Cullen came into my mind while the credits were rolling. He and Mr. Darcy are kind of alike too, both are sweet and gentleman like. But Elizabeth is more a loving character than Bella, in my opinion.

New Gadget

Trying to use this new installed vista gadget to post an entry. Feeling funny... and sleepy

Twilight Movie, the new definition of OMG.

It's really good, Twilight Movie, I mean.
My frd, Buddy V, and I went to FMP at 4:30 just to watch the 6:30 Twilight.

The girls are crazy, and we were like sitting there, listening to those girls scream their hearts out. Whenever a character came out, they screamed. Giving out all the movie-producers-liking-reactions.

All the males in the Cullen family are like super hot. Including Carlisle. Buddy V kept reminding me how hot he was during the movie. And of course, Edward Cullen is like the hottest. And Buddy V, who didn't find him attractive at all in the beginning, kept sighing and said, "Aww, looked at him, he's so cute, and... so hot."

The James part is a bit rush, but as a whole, the movie is GOOD. REALLY. Unexpectedly good.

Edward Cullen, you are my life now. Haha.

And I really like the Emmett slash Esmee slash Italiano part, and of course the baseball part, and also, the Edward arriving at school with Bella part, dramatic enough.

I'm so going to buy its DVD.

This week

I can't believe it just deleted my whole post.
There's no point to write again right???

It's

Why on earth?
Why there are so many decisions to make, even when I don't even have time to think straight.
I'm so numb, and becoming dumb and... WHATEVER.
See, I don't even know what I'm talking about.

NaNoWriMo [this should not be a burden, but I really want to get it done]
Math quiz
Media project
Course selection
911 project

The only one thing that can help me go through this month is the Twilight Movie, and of course, the ATL, The Maine, Every Avenue, Mayday Parade Concert.

No kidding, without these two things, I think I won't be able to see tomorrow.

Though the school dance is coming, but I'm still dreading. I just didn't have the mood to go. And also, the theme 'BEACH' in this freezing cold month didn't encourage me either. Also, I don't have a date.

Tell me. What can I do to make this month better??

P.S. I just knew that I can't take strings next semester. It made my day worse.

Blisssss.

These days, I got all nervous because the midterm report will out soon, and I'm sure I hadn't done well in my Math and Media. So I'm basically dreading these days.

But, miracles can really happen.

Like in the latest Math test, I got a 91. Which scared the crap out of me. Since when I went to ask Mr. C how many marks I had got, he said, "Everybody did fine in this test, and I'm sure you are too."

I really want to tell him I'm a destined Mathematics failure and whenever I thought I did find in a test, a 40 will be waiting for me.

But out of the blue, I got a 91. Really, it scared the crap out of me. Maybe an alien invaded my body the other day.

And today, I overheard some girls in my Media class asking Ms. A if they could know their midterm marks, and she told them to find her after school.

So, I went to find her just now.

And. I can't really stop smiling.

I got over 80. *SCREECH*

Which I thought Iwill only have a 50 at the beginning, since I'm REALLY BAD in this class.

But she told me our group had done well in the slideshow project. I really need to thank Jess and Zoe on Monday, wait, should be Tuesday, there's no school on Monday, since basically they had done all those complicated iMovie editing, and create made those wonderful ideas.

Thank you girlsssss.

Now, I got a 80 something average. And I'm content already.

All of a sudden, I'm like burden free. like.


P.S. I don't want November end so soooon. Since my NaNoWriMo is not even half done.

Simply extraordinary

Come across this ad while doing some Media Class stuffs.

P.S. CHEER FOR OBAMA! Even though I'm not even an American.

Officially, I am dreading

No kidding.

I got back my Log Response today and its freaking 2+, AGAIN. 2 over 5, in case you are wondering.


Why the hell I can't get a higher mark?


I so don't want to fail this class. I am already dreading about which university I should apply, and don't want to have one more burden on my back. Sigh.


Can't my life just be easier?


It's freaking freaking killing my brain cells. And there's another response waiting for me to hand in on Wednesday.


And I'm so sure I'm going to get a 2 again.



Song which suits my mood now:

Snow. Bloody freaking snow.

The day before yestereday, was the first time I saw snow in front of my eyes, in freaking October. And before that day, people always said how beautiful the snow was when they were falling and rubbish like that. But on that day, I totally couldn't appreciate the prettiness of it and not to say enjoy it. It's so freaking cold and after my 3rd period, I need to walk to Portable to have my Math class. And it's so not awesome.

Actually when I was at the door, preparing myself for the cold strong wind I'd receive once I stepped outside, I saw how foggy it was out there and saw it was raining too, but I paid no attention to it and step outside. And this was the biggest mistake I've ever made in my life.

That's why nobody's out there.

It's not rain, it's snow.

I hadn't worn my jacket.

I was going to be a popsicle.

Only thinking back that day made me have goosebumps. Gosh- I can't believe my first time of snowing is this unawesome. Is this even a word?

I'd just watched the latest video of Jonas Brothers, you know, Lovebug. Not being a Jonas Bros fans, I don't really pay attention to them. But this song is quite catchy and it's still in my head now. The video is good, and it features Camilla Belle, she's sooo pretty. Joans Bros had sure thrown a lot in to make this video.

Really. I am anticipating the NaNoWriMo, but dreading about next week.

I can't believe I need to write like 3 essays for 1 class. Is that even legal? And because of the very low grade I got for the first one I'd written, I had zero confidence in my upcoming one.

Yeah, I know, my english is not good. But I tried my best, right? For a non-english speaking person, I think my english is okay. BUT, the grade I'd received last time is really like a bang in the head.

Poor.

And the nerdy side of me is dreading because Vampire Knight episode 4 is still not here, and there're 4 days to go until it updated again.

How nerdy.
And I don't really actually like anime and Japanese stuffs, blame my brother for contaminating me.

23/11, The Day.
The day which All Time Low, The Maine, Every Avenue and Mayday Parade will be in Toronto. And this is freaking me out, in a good kind of way though. I so want to go to watch them, since I'm kind of a big fan of ATL and The Maine. John from The Maine is really an eye-candy.

From this point, I need to resist the urge to giggle.

And my friend V had promised to go with me, since I had influenced her with this kind of music lately, only if nothing happened. Which made me really scared and don't want to get my hopes to high. Because usually in these kinds of circumstances, something will always happen. I'm not the world's luckiest person, and when I really want to do something, some other things will always block my way. And I am not kidding.

Last time I asked my brother to go to the Faber Drive concert with me in August. Yeah, I know, why on earth will you ask your brother to go to a concert with you? Makes no sense right? But I'm new to here and didn't have any friends yet and going alone will be extremely awkward, and I REALLY (notice the captialization?) want to see Faber Drive (one of the supporting bands of Simple Plan's concert), so I asked him to go with me. And I even offered to pay his ticket.

"There's no way I'm going to stand for three hours just to hear some guys shrieking." That's what he said.

"These bands don't shriek, they are not even metal." I told him patiently.

"Same Sh!t."

If I am going to write a book about my life with my brother, I'm sure I'll be a national bestseller author, only if I can write better english, and that's what this blog is for. If I am really going to write it, I'll name it "Why My Brother is An Idiot". Good name huh?

Anyway, I think I shoud continue doing my Math homework, and start to work on those essays as soon as possible. And I still hadn't done the laundry, and prepared dinner. GOD. Can I just pause the time like Hiro from Heroes? My world would be so much easier.