Tuesday, January 6, 2009

The Starting of 2009

I can only say one thing: 2009 is SO NOT my year

Though the chinese calendar claimed people of the year of "Monkey" will be all good this year.

But until now, I still havent really feel any goodness.

With the crappy Media project I've made and the more crappy presentation I've ever had for my Tech Design, I can assure you that I'm so not happy with this year already. I've slept for 3 hrs yesterday only, just because of this stupid Tech Design presentation, and It came out no good. AT ALL.

How much crappy can the beginning of this year be?

I'm so sure that my average from the mid-term is going to drop DRAMATICALLY. Base on my crappy project and presentation. Though my Math average seemed to rise these days, which surprised me. The only thing I don't expect to be better becomes better. And the others I expect won't be bad worsened.

I WANT A BETTER START!

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I hate hypocrites.

But, who doesn't hate them?

There's this girl in my Math class, I want to punch her so badly. I'm not a violent person, people who know me will know that. So that means, if I really want to punch a person, that person must have do something really bad or really get on my nerves. Okay. This is not right, I found people get on my nerves easily.

Okay. Back to this girl.

Our Math teacher had posted the updated average of us on the wall and students gathered in front of it and chattered. And this girl in front of me is like. "I can't believe I've dropped to the ffth position!" While the others are like "OMG. My marks had dropped like FIVEE."

I actually have a pretty godd relationship with this girl, since, she seemed to be quite nice.

And she had always told me how bad she did her Math tests and stuffs like that.

And those are LIES.

HYPOCRITE.

WANTED HYPOCRITE!

I've never wanted Exam so badly.
Since I just have one exam and I've got two weeks exam break, which is like a gift from heaven, after all these unhappy things.

I miss my friends.

Sometimes I wondered what would happen if I hadn't come to Canada but stay back in Macao.

I would get to go to excursion with my best friends, got lots of tests and exams and projects. I would need ot work my ass off to get good grades, since it's so much more competitive in there.

Other than that, I'd be happy, my friends will be there for me, and I'll not be like a loner here now.

I miss them.

I like how we cracked our inside jokes and how we made fun of our teachers. I miss how we need to clip our hair in this ugly way since the nuns hate our 'fashionable' hairstyles.

April is coming, and how will my birthday be when you guys are not here? My sixteenth birthday is the sweetest, the birthday song you guys sung are like the sweetest birthday song I've ever heard. No big parties, not lots of gifts like those spoil brats from My Super Sweet Sixteen, but I was really happy.

How will it be when you guys are not here???